I have just been going crazy today!!! I think I am having some sort of panic attack or something like that. I finally did calm down but for most of the day I have been freaking out for no reason that I can grasp. I certainly understand that this probably has everything to do with quitting smoking recently. I just hate feeling this way, I just want to explode but there is not outlet and I don't have enough sick time to go home from work. I really just have too much on my mind though. I have a trip at the end of this month, 2 birthday parties, a surgery next month, another birthday, the day I get laid off and my trip I'm planning at the end of next month. AND I have to get my unemployment benefits figured out and I feel like my head could explode any minute now. Oh, and I'm super pissed at Tony for screwing Jack over, but that's personal.
Despite it all though, I am really happy to have so much to do. It makes me feel useful or at least not useless. I guess I picked a perfect time to quit smoking because I have so much to occupy my mind with that I don't have time to remember that I want a cigarette.
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